comitment

YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, July 4, 2009

that's what tickle says anyway....hahahahaha!!!!

Jeans

Can't keep my mind of Malaysia...just wanna get home A.S.A.P...it even get into your dream...hehehehe..keep dreaming of all the foods that I've missed..I've already plan what I'm gonna eat when I got back to Malaysia...firstly KFC..I want a box of KFC waiting for me..and then on the way back from the airport stop at a MAMAK stall and drink MILO ais and eat roti nan/canai...then wait untill morning and eat NASI LEMAK for breakfast...and all of this eatinng will be done during the first 6 hours of myself in Malaysia...hehehe...and for lunch..ikan KELI and MASAK LEMAK CILI PADI....yummmm....

planning all this eating when I should plan my exercise regime...went out to buy jeans with Ain and Chui Phin on Monday..but I was depressed...why..cause I can't get a jeans..I mean I could have go and search for other shops..but I like this shop...and why couldn't I find a jeans there...cause my thigh is BIG...trully...there this one jean that can fit my thights...but the waist was really loose and I don't like the color..so no luck there...what the hell...it's as thought all the weight I lost went to my thights...ARGH!!!it's frustating...ohh but enough about my unsatisfied self....I have to study tonight...weteher I want to or not..cause one more paper to go...Organic Chemistry..and then I'm free..and I can go shopping...YEAAA!!!

Books

It was supposed to be a quick visit to the bookshop to buy a Cellotape..but then...we started to browse all this bookshelves...and then I started to feel like dying....why??? cause there are many books there and it's so cheap and I want them..BUT..they are all in RUSSIAN....ARGHHH!!!!!!I mean there are tons of books there that just got me itching to buy....Dan Brown's "Da'Vinci Code" hard cover was like only RM30...and it's hard cover...and then there are this set of Harry Potter books (5 all of them)...hard cover..and it's only RM90/100....man oh man....the only place to get English book..is in this great big store...but they don't have alot of choice...less than 20 good english book...no wonder I'm going out of my mind here...I need my daily dose of books..and I have nothing here....the next time I come here I'm gonna bring half of my books from home with me...I don't care..I rather die of hunger than without reading good books....

Had to post this just because.....any guy who look like this...can send me a msg anytime...reply are assured


You like the prince charming type.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Had to post this one....


You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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quiz

as you can see..I am now filling my blog with stupid quiz...hehhe...they are acttualy intertaining...if only this bloody stupid screen will stop blinking....I don't get it...what the hell's happening...refreshing too slow....whatever...got some good/funny/childish/soapy/what-ever-you-guys-might-kinda-think story...but not in this post anyway..hehhee

toad???

You are a Toad - croak! Meaning you are a
fairly, normal person (well,if you can all
anyone normal - that is.) You are mostly a
happy person, getting on with your life with
only a few croaks and moans along the way. You
are also a very, practical person and probably
quite a hard worker. You enjoy the simple
things in life like the company of your
friends, going shopping or to the cinema,
reading a good book and being with your family
or loved one.

Your good points are that you
are even tempered, fairly happy go lucky and a
good friend to have around. Your bad points are
that you sometimes lack the drive to succeed,
being happy with what you already have. Which,
really isn't such a bad point at all.

Mostly
content with your life, you are a happy,
well-rounded person.


Are you a Princess, Enchantress, Faerie, Mermaid or Toad? (with pictures!)
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Dream guy

You like Bad Boy
Draco!

Bad Boy Draco, is the
ultimate Bad Boy! Always ready with that sexy
little sneer of his and a witty retort on his
tongue, Bad Boy Draco just oozes sexiness! Bad
Boy Draco just loves antagonising other people,
acting mysterious and being the coolest wizard
on earth! Bad Boy Draco can be found almost
anywhere! In Hogwarts, in the muggle world, in
fact just about anywhere! All that matters is
that when you see him, he will have that ever
so sexy smirk of his on his lips and danger
glinting in his eyes. Bad Boy Draco is also
very possessive!

You love him because under
that Bad Boy exterior, you know he is a good
boy at heart! And you want to be the one to
change him! Bad Boys are really so much more
fun!


Which Draco Malfoy would you fall for? With Scrumptious Pictures!
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Dream guy

Russian Kuey Teow

weird

heard something funny today...Chui Phin said I'm such an open minded person and like to see the Positive side of things (hey...I'm quoting here...it's not like I'm lifting my own basket)...hehehe...well couldn't really tell her that I have this deep dark secret now could I....but of course I won't tell you guys...hehehe(and that remind me of someone else)...and because of this secret, I tried to see all thing positive...I mean why wollow on the muds and holes when you can fly...why put on a face that everyone would hate,when you can make ppl around you smile...I don't mean that I would do anything if anybody ask me to make them happy...just that I wouldn't mind doing something that make me happy n others around me feel great...and not for their benefit alone...I really don't like ppl around me making fuss and feel bad about themselves...I mean you can do that..but don't do it in front of everyone...cos then the ppl around you going to get sucked down with that negative feeling...I don't know it feel like a sin to me to pull someone that is in a high pedestal down to your standard just because you feel down...so forgive me if I ran away from ppl like that...not that I really care if they are my friends...coz if I ran away..then who could cheer them up...right????

EXAM!!!!!!

hahahha...in the middle of exam and I can still write blog...hehehe..better blogging than watching DVD rite???...so 3 more paper to go...finish biophysic last week...Thank God I got 4 (the equivelent of A- in Malaysia) and my result for General Chemistry paper will be out tomorrow...so finger crosses everyone!!!anyway..the 3 paper will be Biology, Latin and Organik chem....the most scary paper...that would be Bio...so tonite I have to start studying...hehehe..ckp je tu..tgk la kang....Have to finish Star wars III first....

So upset this evening..not because of Chem paper..but because my damn DVD drive is going berserk...everytime I try playing DVD on it it keep "hang"ing up...stupid...I was so frustated that I went to Lyn's room and borrow her laptop..and finnaly I finish watching the movie....and just when I started to go to sleep Fadzil call me up and needed somthing (as ussual..mana ade benda lain lg dia nk kalo kol aku)..neway bile dh kena kaco tu takde la aku mood utk tidur..lalu turun la ku kebawah dan berjumpa dgn Kak Murni yg mengajak aku mkn Kari ayam di kafe bawah...KAKAKAKA..feel like I'm talking crap...

Zachut

hahaha...almost finish my zachut...only two more to go..and both are because of my album...yeah..yeah...I know..I'm not the world greatest artist....Kinda weird cause Umi (my mom) is an architect...guess I miss out on that gene..but I can aprreciate arts nonetheless....anyway....my Histology album only needed 8 more picture which is small and uncomplicated...but my Biology album...well that's another story to tell....

Just watch "The Hitchiker's Guide to The Galaxy"...a very interesting film...knowing that man is only the THIRD most intelligent being in our planet....supposedly there's two more animals that are more intelligent than ME...one of them I kinda acknowledge..but the other..I don't know...make me wanna laugh...guess Stuart Little isn't that far fatched anyway..I am not gonna tell you which animal it was..cause then I'll be spoiling the whole movie experience for you guys...The movie is quite good...This is where the part I could say to Fadzil "HAH!!..You're wrong there are british movies that are GOOD"...he and his American...ok here's a little synopsis: The earth was destroyed to make way for a Galactic By-Pass (luv it when the alien anounce about it to the whole world)...and out of all the human being on this planet...two person Arthur and Trisha was saved from this catastrophic event...and guess what Arthur is fallin' for Trisha..but they were saved by different ppl...Arthur by his alien friend whom he once saved...and Trisha by a guy who is actualy the Galaxy's president (remind me of some president I know)...neway they had this great adventure trying to find out what is the meaning of Life...and you guys won't beleive what they found.....

Hope you guys will enjoy the movie...

MELODY partII

what did I tell you 'bout all those melody in the head that won't let you go...hahahha..poor Ain...she was haunted by my song...and guess what she did...she woke me up from my nap (more like sleeping..i would say) and called me up to say she found out what's the tittle of the song and the artist....so to anyone who like me is trying to find this song...Let me fee you from you're totured soul...hehehe

Find a Way
by J-Five
You know when I was a little kid
All I ever wanted to
Is make something bigger outta my life
And I been forgotten like the rest
So check it ! There's a light at the end of the tunnel
Humble beginnings in a fight to the finish
Hangin' on with a grimace
Giveth the look of God
When told faith is fraud
Cause you gave it all you had
So why won't they applaud ?
Wrong again ! Bitter sweet Hard to stomach if you love it
Not a friend But a puppet with strings attached
Dance to the beat Of a dying heart
Change your pace Cause if I keep on moving I might find a way
[Bridge] I'm alive I'll give you all my time (I'll find a way, I'll find a way)
I'll put it all on the line, hey Find a way to the light
[Chorus] Why's there gotta be a test on every breath I'm holding to make it
I'll find a way for you
There's a long road but no one will take it
I'll find a way
Why's there gotta be a test on every breath I'm holding to make it ?
I'll find a way for you
There's a long road, There's a long road, Why won't you take it ?
Can you feel the nails digging deep inside of your skin ?
Prove yourself until your dead the end but you didn't begin
And if somenone doesn ‘t reach out soon you might lose it
Cause you humbled yourself just to be proved you can't do it
Don't do it ! Don't give it up to get it back ***** that !
Put it to your chest and let your heart attack
Come back ! I ain't done trying, you're killing me softly with your words and I love dying [Bridge] [Chorus] [Bridge] [Chorus]
Damn ! (There's a long road, there's a long road) I'll find a way (x3) Outta this life C'mon ! [Bridge]
[Pont] You know When a was a little kid All I ever wanted to do It's make something bigger outta my life And I been forgotten like the rest So check it ! Damn ! I'll find a way (x3) Outta this life, c'mon Come around again I wonder if I'll make it Fortune for the soul I do what I want Let it go, no, no I won't let it go, no, no C'mon ! [Bridge] [Chorus]

4 to go...

well...a 4 more zachut to get...arghhh!!!when will this stuff finish...come on I wanna go back to MALAYSIA already....now is really a bad time fr me..I just can't keep my eyes ipen..i slept early..i wake up late..and I don't wanna touch those books....sigh...kan best kalo leh pas without taking any exam...that'll be the good life..and then everyone can be doctors..hehhehe...

I read this blog again http://anhedonicamadeo.blogspot.com/ ...realy do like the way he express himself..dunno mighta sound strange..but he ound like someone with a soul...ssh nk jumpa skang ni...

have to fiish my histo n biology album to get zachut...futhermore I have to repeat my Major parasitology...(damn u parasite cause my life in KURSK much HELLish)...and then tomorrow will be zachut for biophysic and saturday will be zachut for organik chem...let's hope I can pass all....

Ohh..and tonight Ihae to perfome for the padfak graduation...how stupid is it??well let's see...I'm a first year who is going to take an exam next week..n haven't finish studying yet...and the cocert will be tonoght which is in the middle of the week...n tomorrow i have to take my zachut...what do you guys think..is it wrong if tomorrow morning they found the bodies of all the Padfak admins and teacher on Kursk's river????

melody in my head

ARGHH!!!!it's too frustating...have you ever got this melody in your head n you can't get it out...and then when you tried to google it it won't come out....what the hell...i mean if ican't google it where else could I find it....I mean I could only get a fraction of the lyrics...not everything..cause he was singing so fast...ok so here;s what I got:

~find a way to the light
~find a way for you
~there's a long road
~why wouldn't you take it

see I told you it wasn't much...ohh...but if anyway ever heard og=f this song n know who sang this song..plzz....contact me...i really need to know....it was sung by a black guy with the sound of children on the chorus..so if you knew...let me know...

Freak feast

Just seen the new movie House of Wax...creepy I tell you...luv this type of movie...not that I'm Psycho or the sort (btul sarah..btul) its just that I am really facinated on how they mind works...do they perceive the world differently then us...if so..how???..this movie was really good (spoiler ahead)....specially the part when they kill Paris Hilton...she didn't have to do much anyway...look almost the same like her other infamous video...hehehe....but I luv the way Chad act in this film...not to mention the Heroin (forget her name already..Chad blocking her from my mind)...it was a great psycho-thriller...I screamed a lot..so it was good....

you always ask your self wether ppl can be that stupid in real life....I mean will you stay alone in a creepy house full of wax figurine that look TOO real alone...like duh...I'll be gone faster than you can say "dla is the greatest living person in the whole wide world"....get what I mean...and anyway why the hell would you go back to the house where you're boyfriend was kill...I mean..obviously the killer would be there....and another thing...do u really think you can sweet talk a guy who make a wax figure on real human being before they even die....what on earth were they thinking....sometime I wish they could make a REAL psycho-thriller...not with those stupid things that were done there....

From all the Psycho movie I watch..I got this one hypothesis...AMERICA is full of NUTCASE...don't beleive me???..The Texas chainsaw massacre...wrong turn....and now the house of Wax...I know they have disfunctional family..but jeez wheeze...do they have to be a weirdo n a killer too....

cheese...

Kak Murni's birthday today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! actually we already celebrated yesterday with the ussual..cake..drinks...junk food...and Malik (her bro) gave away the birthday present.....

Today finish class early...so went n teman Hir to go shopping for Kak Murni present at SUM...got her a plush toy..and she liked it....on the way back went and stop by Kak Ana's apartment....look nice n comfy...I felt like I wanna move in to an aparment....but..hehehe...financial crisis..can't do it...n I alsi will miss the chaos......

well nothing much then...trying to watch "supernanny"...so I can't concentret on this..

nyet deneg...

just remember that Elyssa once said that she want to cook for the broke trio (to quote Ain)...hehehe...we'll wait for you Elyssa....

KA CHING!!!

Had my major for bio today...got 4...like Chui pin said..it was just luck I guess...don't know how long it's gonna last...let's hope it will lasst for a LONG..LONG..LONG time...like when I finish medicine altogether...my padfak classes had finish..well except for physic...not to worry...it'll be over soon....can't wait to finish and go back home...

Good news...kak Dayah said that we had an increasement in our allowance...YEAYYY....hahahaha....I'm happy...why??? cos that mean I don't have to work over the summer hols...(yeah me n my lazy ass...but a cute one tho ;p) but the thing is the check already out today....n my mom haven't tell me about it yet...hmm...wonder why...she can't do anything with it anyway...since it's already written to my bank account...hehehe....now i just have to wait for it...was just thinking that I don't wanna eat dinner no more...just because nyet deneg....at the same time...I could loose some weight also....(cross-finger)...now waiting to hear from Umi.....Umi cepat laa...