cakes

Thanks to everyone who made today a special day for me....specially K.Hir..Sue..Sarah...Tasha..Ija...K.farhana....K.murni...K.Im..fadzil...
not forgeting my family...and....oh yess...awak gak(u know rite??)

Thanks guys...Sarah u should plan better next time...never put the food where the guest of honor can see them when they open the door...lawa plak tu susun chips tu....hehehe...thanks K.hir n sue for the cakes..and remembring it....

Best..mmg best....I got to celebrate my bday while watching me peforme and see the whole Kursk Game opening ceremony(the reason I didn't blog or do any web-related stuff..so damned tired..pancit aku...)

Can't wait for tomorrow....

My music...

All good thing must come to an end....that's what they say..I say...why should there even be an end....

My MP3 player is broken....damn...and I just got the rechargerable batts and headphone....now it won't even start....why???bcoz I was too damn stupid to unhook my player before I put on my surgery suit.....and humpty dumpy had a great fall....and all the king's horses and all the king's man...souldn't put humpty together again...

And I just got 2 albums of outlandish to listen too....... :(((((((((((

life is so boring without music...how am I to endure thru all the boring lecture....now I'm surely gonna fall asleep....sigh....buy a new one you say....that'll be a great idea..but then I'm hoping for an upgrade which I don't think I can afford rite now....sorry Ana...it was supposed to be pass 2 u...

Just a thought...

Pick up this from my YM

Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.The only reason someone would hate you is because they want to be just like you.There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.You mean the world to someone. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look again.Always remember the compliments received. Forget the rude remark.

Saw1....now 2

I just watched SAW 2....It was as great as watching SAW 1...I knew that it will basiclly follow the same game plan as SAW 1..so I tried listening as close as possible to all the dialogues in the story..but still tthe surprises keep popping up..it was damned good...I think it's gonna be a classic like Silence of the lamb...let's just hope people don't over do the movie....

While I was looking up at the SAW 2 site..I was wondering who directed the first SAW....so I had it google...Lo..and behold...It was James Wan...and he's a MALAYSIAN...hahahaha...It's just like any Malaysian to jump into someone's wagon when there's a remote chance that they have Malaysian blood in their veins (remember Guy Sebastian)...

Anyway SAW 2 was really great...they even go back to the bathroom set of SAW 1...I mean how many movies acttualy uses that technique....the movie was unique....so I just can't wait to see SAW 3 seeing that James Wan will be co-producing it...I hope there will be a lot of blood


Oh yes....There will be blood!!!!!!

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After the depressing post before, I'm back with an uplifted mood....how can my mood be uplifted???by looking at the most cheesiest group of young men trying to croone out some love ballads...YUKSS!!!!They are Us5...(I'm sorry if I hurt their fan's felling but since it's my blog I can say anything I want rite??)They are a mix of Euro and American kids which is establish by some reality show telivised in German and is being produced by the same producer as BSB,NSYNC,LFO and O-Town...hell they look like BSB incarnated to me...there's this Aoran Carter look alike...seriously if they put him AoranCater and Nick Carter together..people will think they were family...Don't beleive me???go to thei website and see for yourself

http://www.triple-m-music.com/us5.com/

Seriously after looking at their video and heard some of their song I wondered why on earth did I jump into the whole boy-band bandwagon years ago...they are so...I don't have a better word then cheezy....Anyway thanks to them I had a laugh and my mood had been uplifted but they do have this one guy......(Jay Khan)

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Life is maddening when it drag you down and suck out all he energy from you...at first you were carried by all the colourful promises and the sparkling lights...you can feel happy...and when the darkness reached out to you...what can you do???all the promises seems so empty and all the lights couldn't shine on the darkness and make it bearable...so what do you do???try to find a new source of light???try to shift thru all the promises to find just a glimer hope that can light up the way???trying to be optimistic wouldn't help when everything around you push you down and trod upon your body.....so how do you pick up all the broken pieces and glue thood em back...will it still be the same????

A song from Good Charlotte at the end of Meet My Maker

Lost and broken,
hopeless and lonely,
smiling on the outside,
hurting beneath my skin,

my eyes is fading,
my soul is bleeding,
I'll try to make it OK,
but my faith is wearing thin,

So help me heal this wounds,
they've been open for way too long,
help me fill this hole,
eventhought this is not your fault,
that I'm open and I'm bleeding,
all over your brand new rug,
and I need someone to sew them up,

I only wanted the magazine,
I only wanted the movie screen,
I only wanted the life I read about and dream

And now my mind is an open book,
and now my heart is an open wound,
and now my life is open so for all to see,

So help me heal this wounds,
they've been open for way too long,
help me fill this hole,
eventhought this is not your fault,
that I'm open and I'm bleeding,
all over your brand new rug,
and I need someone to help me,

So you come along,
and I pushed you away,
then kick and scream for you to stay,

and I need someone to help me,
and I need someone to help me,

So help me heal this wounds,
they've been open for way too long,
help me fill this hole,
eventhought this is not your fault,
that I'm open and I'm bleeding,
all over your brand new rug,

and I need someone to sew them,
I need someone to fill then
I need someone to close them off......