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Life is maddening when it drag you down and suck out all he energy from you...at first you were carried by all the colourful promises and the sparkling lights...you can feel happy...and when the darkness reached out to you...what can you do???all the promises seems so empty and all the lights couldn't shine on the darkness and make it bearable...so what do you do???try to find a new source of light???try to shift thru all the promises to find just a glimer hope that can light up the way???trying to be optimistic wouldn't help when everything around you push you down and trod upon your body.....so how do you pick up all the broken pieces and glue thood em back...will it still be the same????

A song from Good Charlotte at the end of Meet My Maker

Lost and broken,
hopeless and lonely,
smiling on the outside,
hurting beneath my skin,

my eyes is fading,
my soul is bleeding,
I'll try to make it OK,
but my faith is wearing thin,

So help me heal this wounds,
they've been open for way too long,
help me fill this hole,
eventhought this is not your fault,
that I'm open and I'm bleeding,
all over your brand new rug,
and I need someone to sew them up,

I only wanted the magazine,
I only wanted the movie screen,
I only wanted the life I read about and dream

And now my mind is an open book,
and now my heart is an open wound,
and now my life is open so for all to see,

So help me heal this wounds,
they've been open for way too long,
help me fill this hole,
eventhought this is not your fault,
that I'm open and I'm bleeding,
all over your brand new rug,
and I need someone to help me,

So you come along,
and I pushed you away,
then kick and scream for you to stay,

and I need someone to help me,
and I need someone to help me,

So help me heal this wounds,
they've been open for way too long,
help me fill this hole,
eventhought this is not your fault,
that I'm open and I'm bleeding,
all over your brand new rug,

and I need someone to sew them,
I need someone to fill then
I need someone to close them off......