what to write???

I wanna write about a lot of things..but sitting in front of the comp now in the CC building in my university...I don't have the faintest idea what to talk about...I really should fix my laptop conection..I sound dumb right now...at least with the net by my bedside I could let all the fabolous(in my dream) thought in my head be shared with the whole world...ahaks

went to Farah's blog just now...new layout n cool new poems....wish I had the time and..well basicly just the TIME to do all that and renovate my own blog...well patom..patom, sup skatom...

Faiz(my bro) msg me and told me that Umi had bought a Gen2...of all the cars...sigh...guess my dad JUST HAD to agree with her...

Nasi goreng tom yam

Today I woke up at 3pm....all because of Desperate houswives marathon last night....end up sleeping after 6...I think...anyway yeasterday went and bought a new washing machine with Sue and Farhana (junior)...first we went to texno sila..the w/machine we wanted was already sold...so we then went to El-dorado....where..I asked AMir and Malik to come and be our translater....there wasn't any that we like so we end up going to this LG shop...there we had a lot of choices since they had a sale going on...so we end up buying one...anyway that machine arrived this morning and we put it at tasha's room....we previously want to put it at Sue's room but since Tasha had space..we put it there.....

About me....

Reading about yourself from somebody elses perspective is kinda weird.....I mean I as a person would love to see how other interpreted me....I mean I always had a view of other peoply..call it 6th sense..or woman intuation...but I believe I can always read people....I mean not the I-can-read-your-future kinda thing...just the Psychic (word learn in Psycho class...and I'm not really sure what it really mean..just a vague description of it) of the people..weird huh...but I really had this fascination of trying ti figure out what other people think about me...It doesn't mean that I care about what they think aboit me..just what do they think I am as a person...Am I good, bitchy, loud, trustfull, backstabber, loner, party girl, the clown???? I personally like people said it to my face (literally) on how they feel about me...cause I really hated when they say something behind my back...you know how it is..You'll be the last to know...and that only happen when you notice people looked at you in a different way....

Anyway...I read a friend's blog (http://leafiephoenix.blogspot.com) and her view of me....I really thanked her for that...and her tagging me...Thanks a lot Farhan a.k.a Farah a.k.a leafie.... I mean she's my e-friend....but I got a whole new perception on the world....love the work she done....she's a great girl....would love to meet her up one day...before she fly away to another european cities....

I was in a mood to blab a whole lot of Psychoanalytical stuff on myself...but I had a different urges now...watching some anime...hehehehe..and I said Fadzil was the fickle head

Physio

YESSS!!!!...I've passed my physio and anat...yea!!!I got 4 for physio n without cheating........alot (I just a few question je la..tak tiru pun)....kekekeke.....and now I am at my friend's room which is in chaos since there is a lot of ppl...and they trying to sell kad raya..and ppl trying to get massage..n ppl trying to study...n ppl just talking...kekekekke...tonite will be Desperate Houswive marathon

Hypertension

ARGHH!!!!!total hypertension coming up right ahead....This Thursday is worse than ever....ussually I got Physiology, Nursing Therapy (in hospice) and the rest is ok la....but tomorrow..I have MAJOR for Anatomy...and it's one of the most confiusing topic...The brain n CNS (central nervous system)...Man....I hope I can keep my eyes open long enough to study tonight.....that's like 3 big topic to study at the same time tonight...wish I can split myself into 3 then put them back together...welll wish me luck then

I passed yesterday biochem MAJOR....thank god...I thought I fail coz the passing mark is 60 n I only got 56...thank God he (Yuri) lowered the passing grade...I think becoz most of us got 50ish...hahahahaha...Have to study harder next topic (Glycolysis)..Groan.....

Wedding Bells

Yesterday was stupid....after finishing my CC session I went to university to do some xerox for biochem lecture notes...at the xerox machine while I waited for my notes to finish 1 Arab guy n his friend (don't know wether arab or Russian) came and start concersing in Russian..So I didn't paid any attention to them..then suddenly this Arab guy whispered in his friend's ear..then the other guy called out a name "Ahmad"...the thing is that name is for a person that I had had a crush on...everyone in my group knows, n also some of my other friends (great dla now everybody knows)....the thing is I never thought anybody from his circle knew about it...If this people knew does that mean that he knew too????ARGH!!!!!.....I was so 'cuak' after hearing the name...but I become more scared that they started to converse in English (I was the only foreigners around there) and start talking about this chick in association with Ahmad....I didn't look up and run after that...I couldn't face it....

That night I told Farhana (my roomate) about the incident...she told me that a few weeks back a story had been circulating about Ahmad...It seems that he had gotten married to a Euro chick....but nobodies know from which country.....there goes another happy ending in the chapter of my life....

Lecture

I am so confussed today...woke up at 10am in Ain's room and have to rush back to my hostel to shower n go to class..that mean I miss the first lect at 11...then I had biochem at 1pm...I don't know why I'm so 'dolty' today...I thought the lecture was at 2pm....I'm fucked up....now I have like an hour and a half to kill.....mustbe the fried rice yesterday....

Nasi lemak

Yummmmm...had a wonderful "buka puasa" in Padfak yesterday...Masak nasi lemak Kursk style.....but poor Lyn...she lost her purse to a pickpocket...but then as friends we'll do our best to cheer her up....

So the 5 of us (Ain, Lyn, Fadzil, Razis n me) plan to break our fast together...Razis did the nasi lemak...ain buat sambal belacan udang (droollll)...Lyn help with the 'ikan bilis'....I made 'Lala masak cili' (mussles in chilies)we had over 6 pots of rice in the rice cooker...and of course the eggs (mata kerbau, 1/2 done)...sedap gile....lyn pun lupa trus psl masalah die kejap...anyway I had a stomach ache that night...not from the food but from all the hilarious jokes n stories from that night....auchh.....

Pening kepala

I'm trully out of depth now...I don't know what to do with my laptop...short of asking Ami to buy a a NEW LAN card and send it to me here in Kursk...I don't know how to fix this problem....yeah you guees right...My internet is still not working....sigh....make me want to throw the laptop away..but considering that there is no GREAt laptop here..I just have to settle...either wait till I get to go to Moscow or just wait till summer and I'm back in Malaysia......

I am now at the mercy of my parents since my shcolarship is finnished....so have to asked for them for my monthly allowance...it's been a year since I haven't done that...It is gonna be hard....No more shopping for the sake of having fun....sigh...can't wait for the next installment on December....come on Dla..only 2 months left.....